Ok, so far, I’m slightly confused by the WP upgrade, but, I’ll get used to it.  Also, I made twitter my bitch, and was able to integrate it into the site.  OH OH OH, Also added my last.fm stuff to it, so you can all see that I’m on an 80’s bender at the moment.  Beyond that, all I’m doing is rolling my eyes at seams at the moment.  Hopefully, soon, I’ll have a better update than that.

Jeni

I know, I know.  I’m not exactly short.  Susan once told me that we’re kind of like twins…who were born years apart.  When she left the womb, she made off with all the curly hair, while I took all the tall.  I’m 5′10″  (for the record, Joe is 5′11″, therefore meeting my height requirement), and I wanted to kill a lot of tall people last night.

More after the jump.

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Seriously, the show was orGASmic.  Oh, wow.  I can’t begin to tell you how awesome it was last night to see my FAVORITE singer ever, and FOR FREE, even.  :)  If only the show weren’t sponsored by REALLY shitty beer.  (Budweiser)

So, here are some pictures of my adventure last night.  Most of them speak for themselves.  Because I wrote words on them.

I got the idea for this pic up the freeway a bit…the hill was higher, you could see more of the bridge…but, I think this gets the point across nicely.  My throat *might* hurt more from the smog than from screaming at the top of my lungs.

Hmmm….someone can’t decide which way it is to the bridge to Canada.  Awesome.  I <3 Detroit logic.

This is not far at all from where we were.  And, yet…see how not unfogged the view is as yet?  Yeah.

While I’m not *from* DT originally, I do know that streetlights are important for main thoroughfares.  And Jefferson just happens to be one of them.  I don’t know, really, if anyone’s in charge of the streets, but I volunteer.

This is the stage before anyone got on.  Some girl opened, I forget her name.  Joe thought she was lame.  I thought she was ok.  Whatevs.

Ok, so my camera sucks.  Hard.  This is the best thing I could get with my camera, seriously.  And, no, my camera phone couldn’t have done better.  Ugh.

This last one is for Susiepants.  She knows why.  Sorry it’s fuzzy, but there’s totally cleavage.

After a five-minute conversation with Joe (fiancee), we’ve decided that “June” isn’t an exciting enough name.  So…I need all the help I can get.

So, what do YOU think her name should be?

Also, can you think of any options that I should include in the main package or an expansion?  Let me know :)  Either post a comment here, or send me an email to jenxdigital@gmail.com

Jeni

Leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeg.

Ok, so she has one leg.  She’ll have two shortly.

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Um, feet.

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Yeah, I’ve named her.  And, here is what her hand looks like (oh, and a closeup of her belly tattoo, which, like I said in the post below, will be included in a freebie released after I release the product…because it’s a Geiger Alien…and, well…gotta be careful :P)

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The progression of making hot fat chicks in Poser…well, at least texturing them.

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There is no better feeling in the world than someone telling you (and meaning it) that they love you…not in spite of your wrinkles, but because of them.  Someone who holds you while you cry, wipes away your tears, and knows exactly when to make you laugh.  And not because they want something from you, but because they know you and love you.

When you can sit in silence…and be comfortable.  Excuse me, when I can sit in silence, and be comfortable.  (What?  We all know I can’t NOT talk, LOL)  That is when you know you’re comfortable with someone.   When I’m not constantly trying to read someone, to anticipate the next thing that’s going to set them off, the next thing I’ll have to shield myself from…that’s important to me.  I don’t like having to try to figure out whether or not some little thing I’m doing right now is going to make someone crazy or set someone’s neuroses off.  I want to be able to communicate freely, to KNOW what it is that I’m doing wrong, and how to quit it.  And, that’s what I have right now.

About 3 or 4 months ago, I was sure that what I have right now was exactly what I DIDN’T want.  I have stability, I have comfort, and I have someone who depends on me the way I depend on them.  I’ve never ever had this.  I never knew that I wanted this.  I never knew this was possible.  But, I do.  It’s weird.  It’s exciting.  It’s frightening.  It’s perfect.

Well, actually, only one thing can make this perfect.  And that would be if Brodie were here.  And, yes, we’ve been down, together, to visit home, and Brodie, and they get along…it’s too perfect.  Should I be scared?  Should I worry that something horrible is going to happen, right when I have everything I’ve ever wanted?

If I worried…I wouldn’t be able to enjoy…so,  I will enjoy this.  I will enjoy being awoken at 4am with a hand brushing my face, all because he missed my smile.  I will enjoy being surprised with a “night out” to wander Borders just because it’s a bookstore and I love to read.  I will enjoy being surprised at work with a can of Bawls and a king-sized Whatchamacalit “just because”*.  I will enjoy stolen kisses and random  hugs.  I think I’m going to enjoy actually being in love.